Rebel with a cause.

Thu, 02 Oct 2008 01:53:01 GMT

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[55]

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 17:16:55 GMT

[VOICE POST]

Well that takes care of that.

Ha-- Ryou, hold onto Arietta a bit longer. I got a couple of things I need to take care of and I'll be over there to pick her up. And when I come over, I think we need to talk.

This shouldn't come off as a surprise, but I apologize to those I shunned, worried, got upset with and the like. I won't make the same mistake as before and Itsuki set me straight anyway, so I'll be alright now. And thank you to those came to see me in the clinic and to those who took care of me. I believe there was a young male that carried me to the clinic... Arietta didn't tell me your name, but thank you for doing that for her.

And thank you Arietta. Father is proud of you, you know that? Taking care of your mother... But you don't want to worry anymore. I won't scare you like that again.

[a sigh is heard] I can't believe I let myself get like this. But it'll be alright from now on, it'll be alright.

Itsuki... thank you... thank you so much. I don't care if it was a dream, it was real to me and I'll believe in that. Nothing changes that. Nothing. And when Arietta and I leave this place, you said you'll come find us. I'm... holding you to that.

[54]

Sun, 29 Jun 2008 18:58:48 GMT

[ACTION POST]

[Kallen is sleeping in one of the clinic rooms. She's still recovering. Feel free to visit her. She'll wake up eventually.]

[[during the time of Arietta's post and this one, she was unconscious, thus meeting Itsuki in her dreams. So that fills the plot hole in her jump in personality.]]

[53]

Fri, 27 Jun 2008 01:47:22 GMT

[VOICE POST]

I would have rather it stay dark. Then... I wouldn't have to see the harsh reality before me...

[[she's trying to open up and not hide so much. but she's still not exactly comfortable with the idea of Itsuki being gone.]]

[52]

Mon, 16 Jun 2008 18:09:33 GMT

[PRIVATE | 46% UNHACKABLE] (filtering in the dark is still hard)

It... would have been six months today...

I'm so sorry Arietta. I can't be strong for you like this. The memories... they're too much...

[51]

Fri, 13 Jun 2008 17:11:31 GMT

[ACCIDENTAL VOICE POST] (one can't exactly filter in the dark)

[ dead air is what you'll get. if you're listening really closely, there's shifting of sheets and broken breathing ]

[[here's your chance to talk to Kallen. You probably won't hear from her in a while]]

[50]

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 03:16:15 GMT

[PRIVATE | 160.45% UNHACKABLE]

[has read Itsuki's letter]

You said you were going to trust me. Then why didn't you? Why didn't you tell me? Why? I don't understand. I-- How could you do this...

Return him! Bring him back here!! You bastards! Britannia already took my brother... and now... and now! You take Itsuki away from me! I will CRUSH YOU once I am able to get my hands on you! How much more do you plan on breaking me?! Are you happy? You got it! You fucking got it!

...

Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. You're so stupid, Itsuki. Unanswered questions. You already know the answer. You're so stupid because you found it. You found love... you did... How can I answer you? How can I tell you yes...? How can I tell you?! You're not here... you're not...

I can't stay here without you... Carry on...? Carry on?! I-- ... that's too much you're asking from me.

I'll-- I'll find a way out of here... Arietta too. We'll leave. So you better be in Japan, my Japan. We'll go to an Agency and adopt her... Then--

For now... Can I change it? Can I-- change my last name to coincide with yours?

[FILTERED to HARUKI | UNHACKABLE ]

A moment of your time.

[[ooc: from now until... whenever she gets over this, all of her entries are going to be private and unhackable. This means, this entry won't actually load into the network, so it'll seem like she's gone missing (unless she filters a part to someone). So these are her thoughts basically as she's writing them down. And here, I love putting songs to my characters. MV = Big Bang - Lie Song = Big Bang; Lie And Vyse-mun, can we assume that Arietta is back at the house but Kallen wouldn't let Vyse in (that doesn't mean he can't come through a window and stay with Arietta.]]

[49]

Sun, 08 Jun 2008 22:38:24 GMT

....

I hate you.

[PRIVATE | 100.5% UNHACKABLE]

T-- this is some sort of joke right. Really. I swear it is. He just-- ... No. This isn't right. This... isn't true. Please tell me he's just... testing something... Temporary... that's... what it has to be. I-- I can't... NO. I REFUSE to believe this. I'll go there and FIND THIS OUT MYSELF! If I find a way out of here... I'll find it. And you BETTER BE THERE... or I'll... I'll-- ..... never forgive you....

I can't tell her... it'll break her very existence...

[[it's bad for an RPer to have their characters attached to another's, so in the case of dropping, they can continue. I've run into... an issue, all in my mistake, now that Itsuki's been dropped and Kallen and Arietta's life has been well, dramatically effected. I'm trying to decide what to do with both of them. So I'm going to keep them both around until I feel I can't continue and I will drop both of them. So expect Kallen to be upset (hiding her hurt through anger) for a WHILE and Arietta... if I can consider it... 1. suicidal (which would lead her into dropping) or 2. running around in a complete rage that it might take someone to kill her in order to make her stop. Really, Kallen might be able to get over it (with a lot of time and I don't know if I have the patience to wait it out and she has the support system to get over it) while I know Arietta WILL NOT BE ABLE TO. So really, both of them... are on an indefinite hiatus until I can figure out what to do with them. But I'll continue to reply to what I have up to currently.]]

[48]

Thu, 29 May 2008 00:31:10 GMT

What's... with all this rain?

Itsuki, where are you? I hope you're not caught out in this...

[47]

Sun, 25 May 2008 00:14:58 GMT

[ACTION]

[ Kallen's sitting in the village center, flipping a card between her fingers ]

I forgot I even had this. Somehow, I'm glad that I found it. Brings back... memories...

[[feel free to bother her.]]

[46]

Sat, 17 May 2008 12:35:40 GMT

Heh, you sat around and did nothing when this place could have been destroyed. See, if I trust you again. Zero wouldn't have just sat there. Damn it. That experiment... made me miss home so much...

I seemed to have fully recovered for the most part. For those that I worried, thank you for doing such. I appreciate your concern.

Six months huh.... saying weird things to put strange thoughts in my head...

What's been going on with Kamui recently...? I haven't... been able to keep up with him because there seems to be a lot going on.

And Arietta, remember what we agreed you'd to do.

[45]

Wed, 07 May 2008 23:06:03 GMT

Ugh that side, that role, disgusting. I've trashed that side of me. Weak, dependent, passive. Never again will I fall into that lifestyle. Forgetting only to have me remember. Thanks you bastards.

I apologize for my... recent behavior. I assure you I'm fine and have returned to my normal self. Thank you Flonne for taking care of me.

If someone... can define and retell what happened to me, that would be great. My memory is fuzzy as to what happened between Kamui and me. And I still have no clue how I returned to the house. And I can't help but be disappointed in a small number of people. Sitting around... while there could have been potential chaos.

Arietta. Itsuki. I wish to talk to you both.

[[I ended this a little early because I won't be around tonight.]]

[44]

Tue, 06 May 2008 12:06:35 GMT

[ACCIDENTAL VOICE POST]

[ Kallen wakes up, and there's a small noise for the pain she's in. Wincing and having an added headache. ]

Flonne? Can you get me--

...

Huh?

[ A long pause ]

Ah-- Oh...

Um... I-- I'm really sorry... for causing everyone to worry... I have a weak body, so things like this happen.

[[and this is her personality change. And I told everyone not to get excited. But this is the real ~~uke like~~ sick character Kallen plays in school in the earlier episodes of Code Geass. Any anyone who was following Kallen to detain people... uh, you're going to have find yourself a new leader.]]

[43]

Mon, 05 May 2008 22:33:29 GMT

[ Kallen is in the living room, not moving, lying on the couch where Haseo left her ]

[[this is an action post, dated for the day before (since she changes during this cycle), but I didn't want to put up a post saying that she was better. So yeah. She'll officially do the personality switch tomorrow]]

[42]

Sat, 03 May 2008 21:58:26 GMT

[ACCIDENTAL VOICE POST]

................................................................

[[Our special today is 'dead air with some dripping liquid'. Will you be having some?]]

[41]

Fri, 02 May 2008 08:08:31 GMT

Just... just what the hell is going on here?! Those once not affected are now...

I'm going to wind up doing things I wish I wouldn't have to...

[40.5]

Thu, 01 May 2008 00:17:02 GMT

[SCREENED to ALLIES]

Kamui, if you would come to the specified location, I will need you for that barrier soon. Arietta is here. Itsuki had her act as a guard in case anyone get out of hand. And take the journals from them once you're detained them.

And changes or information, please report them to me.

Here is the detainment list. The list will be updated accordingly.

Keroro
Nebilim
Usagi

[40]

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 15:07:02 GMT

I'm ready. Raenef, are you ready for our 'date'?

[SCREENED to her ALLIES | UNHACKABLE]

Albert, Bo bo-bo, Daisya, Itsuki, Arietta, Kamui, Nina Parker, Ken. I want to know how things on your end. I know Daisya is hurt (and I would send someone to check up on him, but others have seem to attended to him first). I have this feeling this operation of theirs will happen soon. I don't want to take any chances and I do not wish to wait for them to make the first move; that would be foolish). Itsuki mentioned a place we are able to detain them. At the base of the mountain, there is a cave that has a dead end. The only problem I see with is transporting them there. I need someone who is able to capture them and being them to the location. I'm sure we can work out something. Kamui is willing to put up a barrier so they're unable to leave once they enter.

I have a list of people who we need to look out for. If you want to take on one or two people, let me know.

Flonne ~~(I'll take her on myself if no one wishes to)~~ Bo bo-bo will detain her.
Usagi (although she seems to be calling herself 'Bunny') Kurosaki Hisoka will be taking care of her
Raenef (He is connected to Flonne in some way) ~~I will be taking care of him.~~ He's called out Itsuki apparently. Be careful.
Nebilim (I've heard she is a professor of some sort, so she has intelligence on her side) I'll be taking care of her.
Keroro (A frog...?) I'll be the one to take care of him.
Colette (I haven't met her before)
Wally (I don't know who this is... it might be a nickname for someone)
Phelios (I am unsure as to who this is as well)
~~Kotarou (..... Can someone take care of him?)~~ Misunderstanding.
Riku (I don't know who this is.)
Yuu (~~Yuu...? I am not sure if this name is connected to the one called 'Kanda'~~ This is Kanda) Daisya will take care of him.
Zero (there seem to be multiple Zeros, so I don't know which one) Mark will take care of him.

There might be others, but I am unsure. So if someone has some named, I'll add them onto here. I know at least those four looking for my head and smearing my blood all over Luceti.

I would say, proceed with caution. Some of them might have gained their powers, so they are potentially dangerous.

And if you know of any others who will fight with us, have them contact me ASAP.

[39]

Mon, 28 Apr 2008 20:11:08 GMT

It seems, we're going to have to go into detainment mode.

I don't know what the Malnosso are pulling now, but there are people who are becoming a threat to this place some of us might call home or just plain Luceti. I don't like it and something needs to be done. I wish not to see anyone suffer by the ideals of those who were once nice and now are becoming 'evil'.

I will try my best in controlling those I will come in contact with.

Caesar, I would like to speak with you.

[38]

Sun, 13 Apr 2008 15:08:54 GMT

I seems I've missed out on an experiment. Forgive me for not bring around. I-- even though Itsuki had turned, I was still suffering from the loss. But I am fine now.

Kamui, are you alright? There was mention of you being stuck in a... tree...? I think I'll just leave it at that. And I wish to inquire how Arietta is. And from you too, Vyse, assuming that you've seen her.

And Arietta, I'll come by soon to pick you up. A promised you a family. I plan on showing it to you once more.

And Daisya, I hope you're recovering well. And thank you. Also to Flonne and Haseo. I really appreciate you coming to see me the other day. It-- it helped me get through.

[PRIVATE and SCREENED to ITSUKI | 94% UNHACKABLE]

[Right now, it's so much harder than it looks.]

[37]

Sat, 05 Apr 2008 04:55:15 GMT

He's...

A promise. Broken.

Return. I'll return to the house.

Kamui... keep... Arietta with you a little bit longer.

[36]

Thu, 03 Apr 2008 12:58:55 GMT

I don't even know where to start looking. Naturally, I came back to the house. Nothing. I doubt he would be ins-- Okay, he could, but I'll refute that idea for now.

The only thing that would lead me to my answer is to think how Itsuki might be if he acts... 'irrational'. I-- damn it. I can't even SPECULATE on how he would even ACT.

[SCREENED to CAESAR | 93% UNHACKABLE]

[I figured I could ask you for information since you seem to be the acting 'head' here. Well of sorts anyway. I wanted to find out more information... about what's been going during my time away here. More importantly, Itsuki's location. I've... heard three people say the same things and I can't quite come to believe it. Although, I feel nothing passes by you and thus, I'm... asking for what you know.]

[SCREENED to CHICHIRI | 91% UNHACKABLE]

[I was informed that you might know more about the situation at hand and where Itsuki's location is.]

[PRIVATE | 99.2% UNHACKABLE]

[Itsuki, what the hell were you thinking? What I'm hearing... doesn't sound like you. I can't believe what I'm hearing, but Kamui wouldn't lie to me, neither would Haeso. ~~I know April Fool's just passed but this is hardly a joke.~~ I wouldn't want them to threaten you with me. But did it come to that? I'm not sure. You told me you don't like risking your head, risking your life. Then why? Why these actions? You're... putting it on the line. ~~I'll feel even worse about being kidnapped if it were for my sake... or if it was because of me somehow... It seems like that doesn't it.~~ I need some clarity about this. I... just hope people won't lie to me for the sake that I'm connected to you. I need to find you. I-- I'll stop this. I'll stop you. You promised me forever, I promised Arietta a family. We're going to keep our promises. Those.... are not meant to be broken.]

[35]

Thu, 03 Apr 2008 01:26:36 GMT

[RECORDING/VOICE POST]

Do they normally keep people that long? Bastards... At least they didn't hurt me at all. I knew what this was about! I need to-- -a light gasp- Arietta.....

Ka-- mother...

-an acknowledgment of the term used to describe her- W-- what are you doing out here? Are you alright....? You look--

Waited.

You waited... all this time for me to come back....?

Hm. -a thud is heard-

Ari-- -a sigh- ....Alright. I can do this. I may need some assistance... No. We're family I can do this.

[VOICE POST END]

Are you going to be alright?

Hm.... Itsu-- Father. Trouble.

Are you saying Itsu-- ..... father!? Um okay, nevermind that. Are you saying Itsuki's in trouble or causing trouble?

Both.

You're... serious aren't you?

Only one. Can stop.

I accept. Where is he?

.......

Arietta...? -a long pause- Alright. I'll ask you to inform me when you wake up.

[ Guess who's baaackkkk.... She'll need a LOT of information what's been going on. So please to be informing her. Especially all the information you have about Itsuki. ]

[34]?

Sun, 23 Mar 2008 18:11:10 GMT

[VOICE POST]

*pants heavily as he drags himself back towards the village, his left ankle twisted when he fell into a ditch*

....help.... please.... someone..... onee-chan.... onee-chan.... she came to find me.... a strange person..... took her away.... he hurt onee-chan.... I hurt my foot..... can't chase after them.... please help my onee-chan.....

*sobbing and panting*

[[no you're not being delusional. Kamui is posting on Karen's journal (but right now, typing this, it's Karen-mun). Karen was feeling a bit better but was overly worried about Kamui being delusional about playing in the forest that she went after him after he fell into a ditch. What exactly happened can be found here. To make a long post shorter, in helping Kamui, Karen got kidnapped. So she won't be replying to this entry, but Kamui will be (once the mun awakes from slumber). The mean people know that Itsuki wouldn't be too trilled about Flonne dying and her connection to Aros and about the new state of Nina. So, they're trying to break him. SORRY TO EVERYONE, especially ITSUKI. KARENLOVESYOU♥]]

[33]

Sat, 22 Mar 2008 06:38:32 GMT

I hope you're... having fun Malnosso... I hope you're having fun.

Breaking people. Death after death. Guess you'll have your hands full reanimating people.

Fucking bas--